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I Had to Say Something

The Art of Ted Haggard's Fall

by Mike Jones

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Written with Sam Gallegos

This is the story of the sexual relationship between Michael Forest Jones, a Denver man who worked as an escort, and the Reverend Ted Haggard, founder and pastor of the New Life Church of Colorado Springs

As a rule, Mike never delved into the personal lives of his clients. He entertained celebrities, clergyman, politicians, pro-football players, and just regular guys. In 2003, a man named "Art" called Mike to set up an appointment. For almost three years, Art came to see him at least once a month. It was simply a business relationship for Mike, yet he sensed that for Art, it was more. Like many clients who were closeted, Art revealed his vulnerabilities as he struggled to deny his true desire for sexual contact and affection with a man. One day, while working out at his gym, Mike recognized "Art" preaching hate on a religious cable channel. He soon discovered that Art was actually the Reverend Ted Haggard, who, as President of the National Association of Evangelicals, influenced the daily lives of millions of believers, condemning homosexuality and advocating virulently against gay rights and same-sex unions.

On November 1, 2006, Mike made public his relationship with Ted Haggard. Within days, Haggard resigned from all his positions of power, admitting to a "sexual immorality" that shook the evangelical world right before Election Day 2006. Once Haggard was outed, Mike's clients stopped calling. He had effectively put himself out of business and put himself at risk of being trivialized and dismissed, as sex workers often are. It was Mike's courage and strength of conscience that ultimately led him to come forward about the hypocrisy of Haggard's life. I Had to Say Something is the disarming story of how one man's deceit inspired another man to become a spokesperson for telling the truth and for not being ashamed of who you are.

Book cover for I Had to Say Something
Book cover for I Had to Say Something

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I Had to Say Something is like a story created by a great genius of drama, Atrhur Miller or Henrik Ibsen. Two men brought together as if by fate, one epitomizing the repression and judgment, as well as the resulting hypocrisy, of society, the other embodying the struggle to remain authentic and avoid being crushed by other people's conflicts. Mike Jones tells his story with such simplicity, unguarded openness, and vulnerability that you feel like you know him, and would like to know him better.”

“This story is an inspiration. Mike is a lesson to us all that courage, honesty, integrity and empathy can be found in what many people would assume are the most unlikely places.”

Mike Jones

MIKE JONES is a Colorado native who has excelled at bodybuilding throughout his adult life, winning many awards for his physique. From 1980 until November 2006, he ran a successful business as an escort and massage therapist. After the story of his liaison with Ted Haggard broke, Jones found himself named #5 on the Popularity Index of Newsweek’s most-read articles in the first week of November 2006, one of the Advocate’s People of the Year for 2006, winner in 2007 of the Harry Britt Achievement Award from the Harvey Milk Foundation, and an inspiration to people around the country and the world. His story about Ted Haggard is captured in his book I Had to Say Something. Jones lives in Denver, Colorado.